She overlooks the exact spot where Harry, Katia, Maurice, and forty others passed away. She stares at that spot, then screams into the void of the Unzen valley and of this dimension.
Titanium Boat
INTRODUCTION
On June 3rd, 1991, forty three died on Mountain Unzen, Japan, in a violent volcanic eruption. Among them were mostly first responders and journalists, but three out of the forty three were at the center of the media spotlight: French volcanologists and filmmakers Maurice and Katia Krafft and their American colleague Harry Glicken. Glicken had expressed safety concerns, but he stayed nonetheless to fill in for a colleague whose wife was expecting a baby. Eleven years before this accident, Harry Glicken narrowly survived the 1980 Mount. St. Helens eruption. David Johnston took Glicken’s shift — as Glicken would do eleven years later — and left the famous last words “Vancouver, Vancouver! This is it!” His warning never reached Vancouver. The radio and Johnston himself were destroyed by volcanic pyroclastic flow in an instant. Glicken and Johnston are the only two American volcanologists to pass away in a volcanic eruption to this date.
I became obsessed with this story after I read an interview of Carolyn Driedger, a USGS volcanologist who evacuated from St. Helens because of David Johnston’s insistence and remained a close friend of Harry Glicken. On a conference trip in 2007 to Japan, she visited Unzen. She brought some rocks from Mount St. Helens to Mount Unzen, as well as some closure for herself. I cannot summarize the sublime beauty of Carolyn’s story, but you can read more of her story here in an interview with The Columbian.
Carolyn happens to be a friend of Karen Holmberg, the amazing professor of “Volcanoes: The Sublime and The Scientific.” After I had the idea of writing a story about the rocks that Carolyn brought from St Helens to Unzen, Karen connected us and I had the most wonderful time talking to Carolyn. Hope this story can stand testimony to Carolyn’s wisdom, kindness, and love for her friends.
Titanium Boat
Carolyn, thank you for sharing your memory.
CHARACTERS
HARRY
MAURICE
KATIA
DAVID
CAROLYN
SETTING
A red, gray, white-ish space.
“/” indicates an overlap or interruption of speech.
“[]” indicates unsaid thoughts.
HARRY
What time is it?
MAURICE
It’s—oh, I don’t have my watch with me.
HARRY
Oh no, did you leave it at the hotel?
MAURICE
I never take it off
KATIA
It’s fine, I’ve got mine. It’s 4:07.
HARRY
Oh, okay.
MAURICE
Ahhh, we’ve been waiting long enough.
KATIA
Be patient, dear. Harry, do you have somewhere to be? You don’t have to /
HARRY
No, I was only thinking of my colleague’s baby.
KATIA
Oh, we really appreciate you being here with us, you really know this country’s volcanos and we do need someone who can /
HARRY
No, don’t mention, I won’t ditch you, I said I’d be here.
MAURICE
I mean, since you’re here, do you wanna try the cameras?
HARRY
Me? No, I don’t want to mess up your setup.
KATIA
Dear, it’s just a camera; we can always adjust it.
HARRY
No, it’s really not my area of expertise.
MAURICE
You’ve taken photos of volcanoes? And rocks?
HARRY
But I’m not a filmmaker.
MAURICE
We’re not filmmakers either. We’re geologists who make films to pay the bills.
HARRY
That’s pretty much what being a filmmaker means. People who make films.
KATIA
If Harry doesn’t want to, we’ll take the footage—don’t be pushy.
MAURICE
Yes ma’am.
They wait.
MAURICE
Where’s my other camera?
KATIA
What?
MAURICE
My camera?
KATIA
No, I heard you, that camera should be in the—where is the brown camera bag?
MAURICE
I don’t know. . .
HARRY
Um—should we end the day early? We can come back tomorrow with /
MAURICE
No no, we’re staying. We can’t miss anything.
KATIA
You sure? First your watch, then your camera?
MAURICE
Must be the jet lag.
KATIA
I’ll stay here, you should go back and take a nap.
MAURICE
No, I’ll go to bed early tonight, I’m fine. Come on Harry, let’s chat while we wait.
KATIA
See, Harry? I’m always “worrying too much.”
MAURICE
So, how’s life?
HARRY
My life? Not much, I mean I still have hope about USGS, you know, the US geological service. There might be an open position next year and I can finally go home.
MAURICE
That’s it?
HARRY
What do you mean “that’s it”? My life isn’t as exciting as yours, traveling around the world, but it’s not boring either /
MAURICE
No, I didn’t mean it like that. I wanted to hear more.
KATIA
He meant to ask, how’s your family?
HARRY
Not bad, my sister just had a baby.
MAURICE
A girlfriend? Boyfriend?
HARRY
What? No. I don’t have time for romance.
MAURICE
Do you consider yourself a romantic?
HARRY
Me? Not as much a romantic as you two.
KATIA
Oh, being married to each other doesn’t make us more romantic than you are.
HARRY
I don’t have anything to do with being a romantic. I only want to focus on my work at the moment.
KATIA
Oh, Harry, we’re everything but romantic with each other. Romantic with volcanoes? Maybe.
MAURICE
Uh-hum. We are volcano runners after all.
HARRY
At least we can still run.
MAURICE
And run we shall—advance to the volcanoes.
KATIA
Oh Harry, why don’t you enjoy it then? For the sake of those who can’t run.
HARRY
Because their souls are too heavy to run with.
A Beat.
HARRY
Well, maybe we should call it a day.
MAURICE
We might as well, the flows have been underwhelming. Is this normal for local volcanoes?
HARRY
I can’t tell, which is why I think we should let the journalists go. It’s not safe for them.
MAURICE
Come on Harry, it’s Remember when we used to cook eggs on lava? Katia?
KATIA
And you tried to make tea.
MAURICE
If you had known us earlier, Harry. . . you missed many volcano picnics.
HARRY
I’m serious, Maurice, these people don’t know a single thing about volcanoes besides their tourism brochures. We know better.
KATIA
Dear, maybe Harry’s right, you need to take a nap anyways.
MAURICE
Evacuate them all if you want, we’ve got all evening.
HARRY
Maurice, your footage is not something to risk these people’s lives for. You know how deadly pyroclastic flows can be. They don’t.
MAURICE
Oh boy, I know. I’ve lost more friends and colleagues than you know. And if I get to die here, it will be a happy death.
KATIA
Harry, I think you are right, this is not the safest place for those people, but no one knows Maurice better than I do and I tell you, he doesn’t give a damn about the risks. This is a meaningless argument—
MAURICE
Which is why we’re married.
KATIA
And he’s right. We wouldn’t fall in love if we were scared of danger.
HARRY
That’s our difference. I don’t, I can’t fall in love with volcanoes anymore.
MAURICE
Then how do you love your work?
HARRY
Volcanoes are not something that you fall in love with or have a crush on. They betray you. They take lives.
MAURICE
Harry, St. Helens didn’t betray you.
HARRY
She did, she betrayed all of us and made me fall out of love with volcanoes. I only have anger now.
KATIA
We lose our friends, our loved ones, and we carry on.
HARRY
No. Not if you’re the one supposed to die.
KATIA
You carry on, and you try to do twice as much. Falling in love is easier than you imagine.
HARRY
And David would want me to evacuate the journalists.
KATIA
And we will. Maurice, this is not for negotiation.
MAURICE
Love, you’re growing soft. She used to be the more romantic one among us. She was always saying she would take the last picture of me before I die.
HARRY
And who says aging is a bad thing.
KATIA
Exactly. Now I only want to die with you.
MAURICE
Love, we will.
HARRY plans to evacuate the adjacent field but sees no one there. The journalists and other personnelles have disappeared.
HARRY
Did they leave—?
KATIA
See, Harry, people take care of themselves. So should you.
MAURICE
Now we can only hope for a flow grandiose enough. Otherwise it ruins the purpose of an evacuation, doesn’t it?
Night falls.
The stars are ash gray.
Or are they lava rocks?
The sun rises.
A woman in her sixties enters. She doesn’t see Harry, Maurice, or Katia.
HARRY
Maurice? Katia? Somebody’s here. Did you two get someone else from the observatory?
KATIA
Not that I know of. If you don’t recognize her, we certainly won’t either.
HARRY
No one should be here. I need to get her out of here.
MAURICE
Maybe one of the journalists decided to come back. The merrier the better.
HARRY
She looks like a friend of mine, but older. I haven’t seen her since I left for Japan. You know Carolyn Driedger? She was with me and David on St. Helens.
Ma’am, Ma’am? Hello? Ma’am can you hear me? Do you know Carolyn Drieger?
KATIA
Maurice.
MAURICE
Yes.
KATIA
She can’t hear us.
MAURICE
Yes.
KATIA
I think we have [died.]
MAURICE
Yeah. I’ve realized.
HARRY
(sidebar) Carolyn! Carolyn!
KATIA
For how long?
MAURICE
A while. I never take off my watch.
KATIA
And mine… [has stopped]. You should’ve told me, or at least give a hint.
MAURICE
And watch everyone mope? Come on.
KATIA
At least we did die together.
MAURICE
And they say be careful of what you wish for. Katia, maybe we will forget that we have died tomorrow.
KATIA
I think we will.
MAURICE
What do we do then?
KATIA
We keep waiting for the eruption. Just like what we’ve been doing for the past twenty years.
Throughout MAURICE and KATIA’s sidebar, CAROLYN DRIEDGER climbs Mountain Unzen until she’s at the open field. At the center, she puts down a pile of rocks. HARRY desperately tries to converse with her, but they can’t hear each other. CAROLYN keeps climbing
A man slightly younger than HARRY enters. HARRY freezes.
DAVID
I had always wanted to visit Japan’s volcanoes.
HARRY
David?
DAVID
Nice to see you again too, Harry.
HARRY
But you—I—didn’t you—David, I am so sorry.It should’ve been me.
DAVID
Hey—hey man—don’t. Kraffts, would you two help?
KATIA
Oh David!
MAURICE
Good to see you again.
HARRY
Am I. . . hallucinating?
MAURICE
Yes, we’re gone.
HARRY
Oh—what?
KATIA
Haven’t you realized? Maurice’s watch? And his camera?
MAURICE
The watch goes anywhere I go ever since our wedding.
KATIA
And my watch is still at 4:07. It hasn’t moved.
MAURICE
And I would never forget our cameras, I’d rather die with them than leaving them behind.
KATIA
And it seems like we did.
MAURICE
Hey, they found Landburn’s half melted camera, David, with some St. Helens footage. Your last moments. I wonder if people will find my camera and our last moment.
DAVID
They found the camera but the footage is ruined. Pretty ironic for a filmmaker isn’t it?
HARRY
How did you know? Is this a—and why, no, how did you get here?
DAVID
Carolyn. She brought some of me from St. Helens.
HARRY
What.
DAVID
The rocks.
HARRY
Oh.
DAVID
I’m with St Helens now so it makes sense that I’m also with the rocks.
HARRY
Oh. How. . .does this work? / Does Carolyn…
DAVID
/ No, she has no idea I’m here. I woke up and found myself trailering behind her. I eavesdropped on her conversation and found out about you three.
HARRY
If, if I knew you had been there this whole time, I would’ve visited more.
DAVID
It’s okay. I know it must be hard.
HARRY
I tried to get a position with USGS but there hadn’t been any openings. I want to go back to St. Helens and make up for my fault, / for your
DAVID
/ Harry, I have been listening to Carolyn talking about you on my way here. I gotta let you know, it wasn’t your fault. And I don’t wanna hear your “buts.”
HARRY
But it was supposed to be my shift.
MAURICE
Today’s not supposed to be your shift either. Things figure out themselves.
DAVID
Krafft.
KATIA
David’s right, it was never your fault, and you’ve been letting your guilt take over you.
HARRY
I wish it was me.
DAVID
It is what it is. I’ll blame Swanson if it makes you feel better. He’s the one who asked me to take your shift.
HARRY
No it doesn’t help to blame Swanson, there’s nothing he could’ve done.
DAVID
And there’s nothing you could’ve done either. Harry, just answer me one question. Would you insist Carolyn and Mindy leave St. Helens if you stayed?
HARRY
I—I would.
DAVID
You hesitated. You see, that’s two lives that we saved because you switched shifts with me.
MAURICE
And a third, your colleague, think of his baby.
KATIA
If you were at St. Helens, a newborn would’ve lost his father today.
DAVID
See, not too bad.
HARRY
What about the journalists and the firefighters? They’re gone, did they, did they—survive?
DAVID
I’m sorry.
HARRY
Okay. How many died?
DAVID
Besides you three, forty.
HARRY
(To MAURICE and KATIA) I told you. I told you this is too dangerous for those civilians and we should’ve known better than involving them. We gave them the wrong signal. I shouldn’t let you two take the lead /
MAURICE
/ We did what we thought was best. Maybe not to those who passed away but it has been the best for this field. We’re as much of a volcanologist as you are.
HARRY
You risked people’s lives. You—no—we are responsible for those deaths.
MAURICE
I risked my own life before anyone else’s and that’s for science!
HARRY
What kind of science is that /
KATIA
/ That’s enough!
DAVID
Guys. This is a civil conversation. I didn’t travel across the Atlantic to watch you two fight.
HARRY
David, we set up observatories and stations to keep people out of volcanic hazards. We did the exact opposite here. You know that better than I do.
MAURICE
We risked our lives so that you can know what to observe!
KATIA
Don’t be stubborn. You know we could’ve handled it better.
HARRY
Those people shouldn’t have died. I can never redeem that. It / was my fault
DAVID
/ Wasn’t your fault.
KATIA
Yes, we should take blame for risking people’s lives, Maurice; it’s not accusing you of cowardice. We have been as fearless and fair as we can be because we’re always at the frontline. If people die, we’d be the first. And Harry, we are proud of that.
DAVID
You now have eternity. It would be a pity if you spend it hating each other.
HARRY
Wait so—does it mean you will stay here /
DAVID
/ Well I won’t
HARRY
Oh. I can understand. Nothing better than going home.
MAURICE
You’re welcome to stay, you know.
DAVID
No I appreciate it. But I can’t. Most of, me, this entity, are still at St. Helens. The rocks are only temporary and I can feel I’m drifting.
HARRY
But I have many many things I want to say I want to ask
DAVID
I don’t have much time. Do me a favor, would ya?
HARRY
Anything.
DAVID
You too, Maurice. Listen to each other. To the volcano. We’re a part of it now. Things we did right, things we did wrong, our pride, our guilt. It’s all nothing to the earth.
HARRY
But it made an impact on the living.
KATIA
Harry, you’re too nice a person to be this harsh to yourself.
MAURICE
She’s right. They’re right. We’re better than this.
HARRY
But I can’t make peace with myself knowing what I’m responsible /
DAVID
/ Harry, wait and see. Your impact is beyond Unzen. Think of all the good things that you’re responsible for.
KATIA
And be proud of them.
DAVID
Harry, I’m so glad to see you. You were just a postdoc but now, look at you, older than I ever was.
HARRY
I’m older. Than you. Ever were.
DAVID
And now you get to enjoy eternal youth as well. Maybe one day I’ll see you at St. Helens.
Maurice. Katia.
MAURICE
David.
KATIA
Oh, David.
HARRY pulls DAVID into a firm hug. Only seconds after, DAVID vanishes. The rocks now lie lifelessly by HARRY’s foot.
CAROLYN has climbed to the summit of Mount Unzen. She overlooks the exact spot where Harry, Katia, Maurice, and forty others passed away.
She stares at that spot, then screams into the void of the Unzen valley and of this dimension.
CAROLYN
It’s okay—Harry—it has stopped—
It won’t hurt anyone else.
END.
AFTERWORDS
I want to share the moment when Carolyn transfixed me throughly. Before our zoom meeting, I sent her an interview outline of a dozen questions, including “what sparked your love for volcano?” She replied with a correction that for her, it’s hate, not love. Carolyn describes her feelings for volcanoes as a sense of betrayal. Losing Harry was hard. Losing Harry to volcanoes, which Harry and herself and many other volcanologists devote their career and life to, was even harder. In her 2007 trip, she went all the way up to the summit, and she could see the spot where Harry passed away. She screamed to the open air “Harry it’s over! It won’t hurt anyone!” It must be cathartic.
The title of this play came from “Fire in the earth, fire in the soul,” written in 1997 by John Calderazzo, a nonfiction writer dedicated to science communication especially around our environment.
“There was nothing to do. Maurice and Katia would have known that. Perhaps, though, they had time to look at each other. Perhaps they managed to hold hands. Perhaps they saw a titanium boat coming for them from the secret heart of the world.”
Rescuers said the remains of the Kraffts were found closest to the crater’s rim of all the bodies recovered, maybe they did see a titanium boat coming to them and tried to grasp onto it. That boat couldn’t save anyone, unfortunately. This boat of mine couldn’t bring anyone back either, it can only sail in the fresh lava made of memories and love.